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Name: Lady
Birthday: 1/31/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: a lil bit of life and a lot of everything else.
Expertise: waiting til the last minute.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/20/2003
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| i'm happy.
i can officially say that life is wonderful.
i have great friends.
i have a loving family.
i have a place to live.
i have food to eat everyday.
i have a stable job.
i have future projects underway.
i am in good health.
...but most importantly, i'm in a good state of mind.
nothin' really gets me down, well... pretty much nothing. heh.
<3
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| so i spent the day pretty much catching up on normal life.
i haven't written in this blog thing for centuries it seems. i guess
i've taken a hiatus on everyday things and taken on a new approach to
life.
"live life to the fullest".
i've spent the last few months squeezing the most from every hour and
in return sacrificing precious time for sleep. but all in all, it
didn't bother me too much.
i feel like i've been floating in an ethereal dream, letting the
insanity take control of me as i looked on, not helplessly, but
willingly. if i wasn't at the bars dancing the night away to a couple
shots of grey, i was slammin' the redline at work. this cycle seemed to
repeat itself and occasionally my life would have intermittent visits
from out of ordinary acquaintances. other than that, i've had a smile
on my face with low adrenaline levels, but a smile none-the-less.
recently, there has been much chatter of a certain "lil project" of mine.
my heart and soul have manifested into a dream i've had of creating a space where art, culture, style, and soul collide. i've wanted to bring all the flavor and flair of my world experience into this lil city, i'd like to call my hometown.
so.... without further ado, i can officially say that i am beginning a
new chapter in my life. this segment will not only be time-consuming,
but nerve-recking, as well as fulfilling. i know my days of
recklessness are going to be cut short, but i've always been able to
work hard and play hard. this new challenge will be my greatest
accomplishment yet.
i have a feeling many things will change, and i may seem like a
different person to some of you, but know that i am just doing what i
gotta do. this is my dream, and what i honestly feel like i'm meant to do.
i am ready, i've been waiting. i know i can do this. i am doing it. i have never felt more passionate about any one thing...
...and nothing or noone will stand in my way.
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| i ate one whole 911 buffalo wing from Cluck U. and then some!
whooo hooooo.
for those of you who don't know what those are,
let's just say you have to sign a waiver before you get to sink your teeth into 'em.
that's some hot stuff. 
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| you can only stand on the sidelines for so long...
after awhile it starts to sink in and you finally get it.
they don't want you anymore
and when you finally accept that its over.
you learn to let go.
until then.....
you just have to wait.
until the empty feeling subsides.
and one day, some day
you will be worth the fight.
its easier said than done.
all advice has gotten so cliche.
and the only cure is time until you finally accept that its over.
because you can only stand on the sidelines for so long
until you finally learn to let go.
...so raise your glasses high motha fcukers.
here's a toast to the day, whenever it may be,
where i just don't give a fcuk anymore.
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| new huRR!
so after ONE WHOLE YEAR of not cutting my hurr, i finally decided that i was sick of taking care of it and i wanted a change.
thus, today, i chopped off over 20 inches of my hair.
thanks for the suggestion christine. i love it. 
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